I have imagined this many times - I wish there was a chip that I could remove from certain areas of my body like an SD card or something. I wish sometimes I could do a Ctrl-Alt-Del to some things of me. While standing before the mirror naked this morning, the thought of being able to press a door in my brain and remove the Brain SD card and reprogram it. I also saw the SD, well, actually I should call it the HS door for Holy Spirit Door, door, the one that is in my gut, I wanted to pull out and reprogram.
Sometimes I just don't listen to my gut. Then, there's the Heart HS door - wow, that card needs a lot of programming, at least for the anger, bitterness, unforgiveness. I keep releasing forgiveness but there is so much junk, that it doesn't seem like I'm actually forgiving. As I think of a late night after meeting hangout time with P1, P2, M and A at I-HOP in Phoenix near Thanksgiving, P said there might be a kingdom of anger, not just one demon of anger. And I have to be persistent at getting Delivered from the Kingdom of Anger Spirits in my soul.
It's really tearing things up in my marriage and in my family because of my inability sometimes to control this. I keep it bottled up inside and then I explode like a pressure cooker. A pressure cooker has a pressure relief valve and it's best to gradually let the pressure release rather than all at once.
I also see a HS door near my mouth, one near my eyes and one near my ears, one near my hands, one near my feet - they all need to be reprogrammed to some degree, at least the hateful, demonic stuff and replaced with godly right programming. God's the programmer, reprogramming me.
Unfortunately, in the picture is also the devil and he's continually trying to interject viruses, malware, bugs. The only way the devil isn't allowed is with each card, there is a physical shunt and when I'm not in agreement with him, there is no way he can download malware, viruses or bugs.
This sorta looks like a cartoon in my head.
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