Image #10 - Radio & Voices

"I am the sum of the voices that I listen to."  John Ramirez

I see an old school radio of the 20s-40s.  What's coming out is all sorts of things like lies, hate, anger, etc.  I'm looking to change the channel to the K-HSPT (K-Holy Spirit).

Image #9 - Chip

I have imagined this many times - I wish there was a chip that I could remove from certain areas of my body like an SD card or something.  I wish sometimes I could do a Ctrl-Alt-Del to some things of me.  While standing before the mirror naked this morning, the thought of being able to press a door in my brain and remove the Brain SD card and reprogram it.  I also saw the SD, well, actually I should call it the HS door for Holy Spirit Door, door, the one that is in my gut, I wanted to pull out and reprogram.

Sometimes I just don't listen to my gut.  Then, there's the Heart HS door - wow, that card needs a lot of programming, at least for the anger, bitterness, unforgiveness.  I keep releasing forgiveness but there is so much junk, that it doesn't seem like I'm actually forgiving.  As I think of a late night after meeting hangout time with P1, P2, M and A at I-HOP in Phoenix near Thanksgiving, P said there might be a kingdom of anger, not just one demon of anger.  And I have to be persistent at getting Delivered from the Kingdom of Anger Spirits in my soul.

It's really tearing things up in my marriage and in my family because of my inability sometimes to control this.  I keep it bottled up inside and then I explode like a pressure cooker.  A pressure cooker has a pressure relief valve and it's best to gradually let the pressure release rather than all at once.

I also see a HS door near my mouth, one near my eyes and one near my ears, one near my hands, one near my feet - they all need to be reprogrammed to some degree, at least the hateful, demonic stuff and replaced with godly right programming.  God's the programmer, reprogramming me.

Unfortunately, in the picture is also the devil and he's continually trying to interject viruses, malware, bugs.  The only way the devil isn't allowed is with each card, there is a physical shunt and when I'm not in agreement with him, there is no way he can download malware, viruses or bugs.

This sorta looks like a cartoon in my head.

Image #8 - Demons Are Real

Philippians 2:10 says that one day EVERY knee on earth and in heaven will bow to Jesus.  That doesn’t only mean people dead and alive, but I believe the beings in the kingdom of darkness - Satan and demons.

Demons know even more so that Jesus is real and His authority.  They must submit to His authority.  As true Believers, we have His authority when we are in right standing.  Meaning, you cannot have one foot doing the things of the kingdom of darkness and one foot in the Kingdom of God.

You cannot cast off what you’re in agreement with and a part of.  You must reject those agreements, renounce, repent (not in that order).

What I saw in my mind was me with the demons of anger, rage, unforgiveness, pain, betrayal, trauma, bitterness, resentment, hate, disgust, retaliation all before me.  Some actually look like angels of light but if you look closely, they have razor sharp fangs and claws that can rip apart your mind and soul.  Other demons are grotesque looking.  They bear the words they represent on their foreheads, hands, feet, and chest.  They’re snarling, wrenching, screaming and some whispering coming towards me.

I’m standing before these demons in the full armor of God:  belt of Truth, breastplate of righteous, shoes of the Gospel of Peace, helmet of Salvation, shield of faith and the Sword of the Spirit.  With my mouth (words pouring out) I declare God’s Word invoked with the name of Jesus and these demons submit, bow to Jesus’ Name.  

Jesus is actually standing right beside me, helping me to wield the Sword.  The demons are bowing to Jesus, not me.  And He’s telling them to go to various places - dry and arid places, to the abyss, to leave me alone because Jesus is my Champion. 

Image #7 - Rending Veil + Grace

This evening was challenging right before bed and I’m still up.  I see the very thick Temple Veil already torn supernaturally.  Coming out of the veil is the Cross Jesus died on, blood stained sort of falling out of the Veil.

I’m bowed low in front of the Cross while a cloud of Grace envelopes me.

Image #6 - Cross

 Matthew 16:24 - Take up your Cross and follow Jesus.

It’s a picture of me struggling to carry this huge, tattered cross with all sorts of words on it that represent my world, my challenges:  unsaved husband, parents, siblings, other family & friends; health issues; some physical maladies; my children to walk with God; financial responsibilities and destiny; spiritual warfare; caring for my home & vehicles; life’s stuff; dreams; goals.

The cross is heavy, but greater still on this road I’m on following Jesus, it’s actually the Holy Spirit who is lifting the Cross and I’m taking on the burden I do not have to.

All I have to do is walk along with the Holy Spirit following Jesus who is going to the Father.

Image #5 - He Picked Me

Ephesians 1:4 says God chose ME before the foundations of the world were created.  I see the glory of God peering out from the galactic expanse pointing to this Chinese woman in His mind’s eye on the earth He had yet to create and said, “You’re mine.”  I look up at Him, pointing at myself, “Me?”  “Yes, my beloved daughter.  You.”

Image #4 - Word Treasure

 God’s Word is a treasure to my soul.  This one is quite simple:  a beautiful platinum treasure chest with all sorts of jewels/gems of varying sizes, colors and types.  Verses or words are inscribed in the inside of each gem, sort of like those bugs or flowers cast in resin.

With some jewels, the fonts are varying font types & sizes  as well as some of the verses are like a word scramble, while others are spelled out clearly.

All around the chest is glorious light so magnificent that it brings out the colors of the jewels.  Depending on the angle of which you look at the various gems, some are more translucent, some have rich deep colors with font that radiates within, others sparkle or glow.

There’s no lock on the treasure chest and one can come and get from it anytime.